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When the old gods die 



Ngai, who rules the universe from His golden throne atop the 
holy mountain Kirinyaga, which men now call Mount Kenya, created 
the Sun and the Moon, and declared that they should have equal 
domain over the Earth. 
     The Sun would bring warmth to the world, and all of Ngai's 
creatures would thrive and grow strong in the light. But even Ngai 
must sleep, and when He slept He ordered the Moon to watch over 
His creations. 
     But the Moon was duplicitous, and formed a secret alliance 
with the Lion and the Leopard and the Hyena, and many nights, 
while Ngai slept, it would turn only a part of its face to the 
Earth. At such times the predators would go forth to maim and kill 
and eat their fellow creatures. 
     Finally one man, a _mundumugu_ -- a witch doctor -- realized 
that the Moon had tricked Ngai, and he made up his mind to correct 
the problem. He might have appealed to Ngai, but he was a proud 
man, and so he took it upon himself to make certain that the flesh 
eaters would no longer have a partnership with the darkness. 
     He retired to his _boma_ and allowed no visitors. For nine 
days and nine nights he rolled his bones and arranged his charms 
and mixed his potions, and when he emerged on the morning of the 
tenth day, he was ready to do what must be done. 
     The Sun was overhead, and he knew that there could be no 
darkness as long as the Sun shone down upon the Earth. He uttered 
a mystic chant, and soon he was flying into the sky to confront 
the Sun. 
     "Halt!" he said. "Your brother the Moon is evil. You must 
remain where you are, lest Ngai's creatures continue to die." 
     "What is that to me?" responded the Sun. "I cannot shirk my 
duty simply because my brother shirks his." 
     The _mundumugu_ held up a hand. "I will not let you pass," he 
said. 
     But the Sun merely laughed, and proceeded on its path, and 
when it reached the _mundumugu_ it gobbled him up and spat out the 
ashes, for even the greatest _mundumugu_ cannot stay the Sun from 
its course. That story has been known to every _mundumugu_ since 
Ngai created Gikuyu, the first man. Of them all, only one ignored 
it. 
     I am that _mundumugu_. 
                          *   *   * 
     It is said that from the moment of birth, even of conception, 
every living thing has embarked upon an inevitable trajectory that 
culminates in its death. If this is true of all living things, and 
it seems to be, then it is also true of man. And if it is true of 
man, then it must be true of the gods who made man in their image. 
     Yet this knowledge does not lessen the pain of death. I had 
just come back from comforting Katuma, whose father, old Siboki, 
had finally died, not from disease or injury, but rather from the 
awful burden of his years. Siboki had been one of the original 
colonists on our terraformed world of Kirinyaga, a member of the 
Council of Elders, and though he had grown feeble in mind as well 
as body, I knew I would miss him as I missed few others. 
     As I walked back through the village, on the long, winding 
path by the river that eventually led to my own _boma_, I was very 
much aware of my own mortality. I was not that much younger than 
Siboki, and indeed was already an old man when we left Kenya and 
emigrated to Kirinyaga. I knew my death could not be too far away, 
and yet I hoped that it was, not from selfishness, but because 
Kirinyaga was not yet ready to do without me. The _mundumugu_ is 
more than a shaman who utters curses and creates spells; he is the 
repository of all the moral and civil laws, all the customs and 
traditions, of the Kikuyu people, and I was not convinced that 
Kirinyaga had yet produced a competent successor. 
     It is a harsh and lonely life, the life of a _mundumugu_. He 
is more feared than loved by the people he serves. This is not his 
fault, but rather the nature of his position. He must do what he 
knows to be right for his people, and that means he must sometimes 
make unpopular decisions. 
     How strange, then, that the decision that brought me down had 
nothing at all to do with my people. 
     I should have had a premonition about it, for no conversation 
is ever truly random. As I was walking past the scarecrows in the 
fields on the way to my _boma_, I came across Kimanti, the young 
son of Ngobe, driving two of his goats home from their morning's 
grazing. 
     "_Jambo_, Koriba," he greeted me, shading his eyes from the 
bright overhead sun. 
     "_Jambo_, Kimanti," I said. "I see that your father now 
allows you to tend to his goats. Soon the day will come that he 
puts you in charge of his cattle." 
     "Soon," he agreed, offering me a water gourd. "It is a warm 
day. Would you like something to drink?" 
     "That is very generous of you," I said, taking the gourd and 
holding it to my mouth. 
     "I have always been generous to you, have I not, Koriba?" he 
said. 
     "Yes, you have," I replied suspiciously, wondering what favor 
he was preparing to request. 
     "Then why do you allow my father's right arm to remain 
shriveled and useless?" he asked. "Why do you not cast a spell and 
make it like other men's arms?" 
     "It is not that simple, Kimanti," I said. "It is not I who 
shriveled your father's arm, but Ngai. He would not have done so 
without a purpose." 
     "What purpose is served by crippling my father?" asked 
Kimanti. 
     "If you wish, I shall sacrifice a goat and ask Ngai why He 
has allowed it," I said. 
     He considered my offer and then shook his head. "I do not 
care to hear Ngai's answer, for it will change nothing." He 
paused, lost in thought for a moment. "How long do you think Ngai 
will be our god?" 
     "Forever," I said, surprised at his question. 
     "That cannot be," he replied seriously. "Surely Ngai was not 
our god when He was just a _mtoto_. He must have killed the old 
gods when He was young and powerful. But He has been god for a 
long time now, and it is time someone killed Him. Maybe the new 
god will show more compassion toward my father." 
     "Ngai created the world," I said. "He created the Kikuyu and 
the Maasai and the Wakamba, and even the European, and He created 
the holy mountain Kirinyaga, for which our world is named. He has 
existed since time began, and He will exist until it ends." 
     Kimanti shook his head again. "If He has been here that long, 
He is ready to die. It is just a matter of who will kill Him." He 
paused thoughtfully. "Perhaps I myself will, when I am older and 
stronger." 
     "Perhaps," I agreed. "But before you do, let me tell you the 
story of the King of the Zebras." 
     "Is this story about Ngai or zebras?" he asked. 
     "Why don't you listen?" I said. "Then you can tell _me_ what 
it was about?" I gently lowered myself to the ground, and he 
squatted down next to me. 
     "There was a time," I began, "when zebras did not have 
stripes. They were as brown as the dried grasses on the savannah, 
as dull to the eye as the bole of the acacia tree. And because 
their color protected them, they were rarely taken by the lion and 
the leopard, who found it much easier to find and stalk the 
wildebeest and the topi and the impala. 
     "Then one day a son was born to the King of the Zebras -- but 
it was not a normal son, for it had no nostrils. The King of the 
Zebras was first saddened for his son, and then outraged that such 
a thing should be allowed. The more he dwelt upon it, the more 
angry he became. Finally he ascended the holy mountain, and came 
at last to the peak, where Ngai ruled the world from His golden 
throne. 
     "'Have you come to sing my praises?' asked Ngai. 
     "'No!' answered the King of the Zebras. 'I have come to tell 
you that you are a terrible god, and that I am here to kill you.' 
     "'What have I done to you that you should wish to kill me?' 
asked Ngai. 
     "'You gave me a son who has no nostrils, so he cannot sense 
when the lion and the leopard are approaching him, and because of 
that they will surely find and kill him when at last he leaves his 
mother's side. You have been a god too long, and you have 
forgotten how to be compassionate.' 
     "'Wait!' said Ngai, and suddenly there was such power in his 
voice that the King of the Zebras froze where he was. 'I will give 
your son nostrils, since that is what you want.' 
     "'Why were you so cruel in the first place?' demanded the 
King of the Zebras, his anger not fully assuaged. 
     "'Gods work in mysterious ways,' answered Ngai, 'and what 
seems cruel to you may actually be compassionate. Because you had 
been a good and noble king, I gave your son eyes that could see in 
the dark, that could see through bushes, that could even see 
around trees, so that he could never be surprised by the lion and 
the leopard, even should the wind's direction favor them. And 
because of this gift, he did not need his nostrils. I took them 
away so that he would not have to breathe in the dust that chokes 
his fellow zebras during the dry season. But now I have given him 
back his sense of smell, and taken away his special vision, 
because you have demanded it.' 
     "'Then you _did_ have a reason,' moaned the King of the 
Zebras. 'When did I become so foolish?' 
     "'The moment you thought you were greater than me,' answer 
Ngai, rising to His true height, which was taller than the clouds. 
'And to punish you for your audacity, I decree that from this 
moment forward you and all your kind shall no longer be brown like 
the dried grasses, but will be covered with black and white 
stripes that will attract the lion and the leopard from miles 
away. No matter where you go on the face of the world, you will 
never again be able to hide from them.' 
     "...
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