Albert Teichner - Man Made.pdf

(88 KB) Pobierz
<!DOCTYPE html PUBLIC "-//W3C//DTD HTML 4.01//EN" "http://www.w3.org/TR/html4/strict.dtd">
Man Made
Teichner, Albert
Published: 1960
Type(s): Short Fiction, Science Fiction
Source: http://gutenberg.org
1
872622785.001.png
Also available on Feedbooks for Teichner:
Cerebrum (1963)
Copyright: Please read the legal notice included in this e-book and/or
check the copyright status in your country.
Note: This book is brought to you by Feedbooks.
Strictly for personal use, do not use this file for commercial purposes.
2
If I listed every trouble I've accumulated in a mere two hundred odd
years you might be inclined to laugh. When a tale of woe piles up too
many details it looks ridiculous, unreal. So here, at the outset, I want to
say my life has not been a tragic one—whose life is in this day of ad-
vanced techniques and universal good will?—but that, on the contrary, I
have enjoyed this Earth and Solar System and all the abundant interests
that it has offered me. If, lying here beneath these great lights, I could
only be as sure of joy in the future… .
My name is Treb Hawley. As far back as I can remember in my child-
hood, I was always interested in astronautics. From the age of ten I spe-
cialized in that subject, never for a moment regretting the choice. When I
was still a child of twenty-four I took part in the Ninth Jupiter Expedi-
tion and after that there were many more. I had a precocious marriage at
thirty and my boys, Robert and Neil, were born within a few years after
Marla and I wed. It was fortunate that I fought for government permis-
sion that early; after the accident, despite my high rating, I would have
been denied the rare privilege of parenthood.
That accident, the first one, took place when I was fifty. On Planet 12
of the Centauri System I was attacked by a six-limbed primate and was
badly mangled on the left side before breaking loose to destroy it. Surgic-
al Corps operated within an hour. Although they did an excellent pros-
thetic job after removing my left leg and arm, the substituted limbs had
their limitations. While they permitted me to do all my jobs, phantom
pain was a constant problem. There were new methods of prosthesis to
eliminate this weird effect but these were only available back on the
home planets.
I had to wait one year for this release. Meanwhile I had plenty of time
to contemplate my mysterious affliction; the mystery of it was so great
that I had little chance to notice how painful it actually was. There is
enough strangeness in feeling with absolute certainty that a limb exists
where actually there is nothing, but the strangeness is compounded
when you look down and discover that not only is the leg gone but that
another, mechanical one has taken its place. Dr. Erics, who had per-
formed the operation, said this difficulty would ultimately prove a bless-
ing but I often had my doubts.
He was right. Upon my return to Earth, the serious operations took
place, those giving me plastic limbs that would become living parts of
my organic structure. The same outward push of the brain and nervous
3
system that had created phantom pain now made what was artificial
seem real. Not only did my own blood course through the protoplastic
but I could feel it doing so. The adjustment took less than a week and it
was a complete one.
Fortunately the time was already past when protoplast patients were
looked upon as something mildly freakish and to be pitied. Artificial
noses, ears and limbs were becoming quite common. Whether there was
some justification for the earlier reaction of pity, however, still remains
to be seen.
My career resumed and I was accepted for the next Centauri Expedi-
tion without any questions being asked. As a matter of fact, Planning
Center preferred people in my condition; protoplast limbs were more
durable than the real—no, let us say the original—thing.
At home and at the beach no one bothered to notice my reconstructed
arm and leg. They looked too natural for the idea to occur to people who
did not know me. And Marla treated the whole thing like a big joke.
"You're better than new," she used to tell me and the kids wanted to
know when they could have second matter limbs of their own.
Life was good to me. The one-year periods away from home passed
quickly and the five-year layoffs on Earth permitted me to devote myself
to my hobbies, music and mathematics, without taking any time away
from my family. Eventually, of course, my condition became an ex-
tremely common one. Who is there today among my readers who has all
the parts with which he was born? If any such person past the childhood
sixty years did, he would be the freak.
Then at ninety new difficulties arose. A new Centaurian subvirus at-
tacked my chest marrow. As is still true in this infection, the virus
proved to be ineradicable. My ribs weren't, though, and a protoplastic
casing, exactly like the thoracic cavity, was substituted. It was discovered
that the infection had spread to my right radius and ulna so here too a
simple substitution was made. Of course, such a radical infection meant
my circulatory system was contaminated and synthetically created living
hemoplast was pumped in as soon as all the blood was removed.
This did attract attention. At the time the procedure was still new and
some medical people warned it would not take. They were right only to
this extent: the old cardioarterial organs occasionally hunted into defect-
ive feedback that required systole-diastole adjustments. Protoplastic cir-
culatory substitutes corrected the deficiency and, just to avoid the slight
possibility
of
further
complications,
the
venous
system
was
also
4
replaced. Since the changeover there hasn't been the least trouble in that
sector.
By then Marla had a perfect artificial ear and both of my sons had lost
their congenitally diseased livers. There was nothing extraordinary
about our family; only in my case were replacements somewhat above
the world average.
I am proud to say that I was among the first thousand who made the
pioneer voyage on hyperdrive to the star group beyond Centaurus. We
returned in triumph with our fantastic but true tales of the organic planet
Vita and the contemplative humanoids of Nirva who will consciousness
into subjectively grasping the life and beauty of subatomic space. The
knowledge we brought back assured that the fatal disease of ennui could
never again attack man though they lived to Aleph Null.
On the second voyage Marla, Robert and Neil went with me. This took
a little political wrangling but it was worth throwing my merit around to
see them benefit from Nirvan discoveries even before the rest of human-
ity. Planetary Council agreed my services entitled me to this special con-
sideration. Truly I could feel among the blessed.
Then I volunteered for the small expeditionary force to the 38th moon
that the Nirvans themselves refused to visit. They tried to dissuade us
but, being of a much younger species, we were less plagued by caution
and went anyway. The mountains of this little moon are up to fifteen
miles high, causing a state of instability that is chronic. Walking down
those alabaster valleys was a more awesome experience than any galactic
vista I have ever encountered. Our aesthetic sense proved stronger than
common sense alertness and seven of us were buried in a rock slide.
Fortunately the great rocks formed a cavern above us. After two days
we were rescued. The others had suffered such minor injuries that they
were repaired before our craft landed on Nirva. I, though, unconscious
and feverish, was in serious condition from skin abrasions and a com-
minuted cranium. Dr. Erics made the only possible prognosis. My skull
had to be removed and a completely new protoskin had to be supplied
also.
When I came out of coma Marla was standing at my bedside, smiling
down at me. "Do you feel," she stumbled, "darling, I mean, do you feel
the way you did?"
5
Zgłoś jeśli naruszono regulamin