Unplanned Perfection by littlecat358.pdf

Unplanned Perfection by littlecat358

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6229263/1/

Prologue:

"Honey, is there someone that you need us to call?" the nurse asked me as she

walked me to one of the rooms.

"Uh, no. I called my dad. He should be here in a few hours, but there's no one

else."

The nurse looked at me sadly for a moment, but then quickly adjusted her mood.

"Well, we'll get you all settled and make sure you're comfortable, okay?"

I nodded and winced in pain as another contraction hit. I had to stop walking and

bend over and the nurse just stood with me until it passed.

"We're going right in here, honey. My names Carla. I'll help you get changed and

then we'll check you out, okay?"

"Thank you."

Carla helped me out of my black maternity yoga pants and sweatshirt and put me

into a hospital gown that tied in the front. My belly bulged out and I was fully on

display, but as another contraction bowled me over, I didn't really have the ability

to care.

Carla got me into the bed and strapped a white elastic band over my belly.

Almost immediately I hurt the "thump thump thump thump" that I knew instantly

as my baby's heartbeat.

She felt around my belly. "This one's a big one. Do you know what you're

having?"

"No, I didn't really want to know. I kind of like surprises."

"That's always fun. I love announcing the sex to the parents." She gasped a little

as she realized what she had said. I decided to put her out of her misery.

"It's okay. The Dad and I aren't in contact. Trust me, it's better that way."

She nodded in understanding.

"All right, honey, I need you to bend your knees up and put them in the stirrups."

I did as she told me and winced a little as she poked and prodded me down

below. I took deep breaths just like that stupid Lamaze video had shown me. I

was trying to hide the fact that I was a little freaked out. I was in labor. LA-BOR.

I was having a baby. What the fuck was I going to do with a baby? And I was

alone. No one else was here with me. It wasn't like those movies where you see

the proud nervous husband or boyfriend pacing back and forth. No one was

holding my hand. No one would look at me lovingly and tell me what a good job I

had done when it was all over.

I had some stuff; a crib and a car seat, but that was about it. I didn't have a baby

shower and I didn't register for any gifts. No one would buy them for me anyway.

I didn't really have any friends other than Riley, but he was a 19-year-old boy,

what did he know about babies? And, of course, there was Jake, but he was

completely freaked out by my whole situation. On top of that, he was dirt poor.

Most of the girls in my classes looked at me with sympathy.

That poor girl, whatever her name is, No need to invite her to any parties since

she's knocked up.

My dad had bought me the car seat. Being the chief of police in Forks had its

benefits. He knew which car seat was the safest. My mom bought me the crib and

had it shipped to me. We weren't close anymore, but at least she acknowledged

that I still existed and that I was about to become a mother myself.

"You're about 5 centimeters dilated and 80% effaced. It could happen quickly or

slowly, but if we're going to get you an epidural we should do it pretty soon."

I shook my head. "Um, my doctor told me about a narcotic, can I have something

like that?"

I didn't know exactly why I opted out of the epidural….oh wait, yes I did. It had

something to do with the big fat fucking needle that they would have had to stick

into my spine. Uh….no thank you.

She smiled and nodded. "Sure thing."

The next couple of hours passed by quickly. As high as I felt from the narcotic,

the pain of each contraction still tore through me. I screamed and cursed and

suddenly I felt like I needed to just fucking push. I needed to get this kid out of

me. Minutes later, my doctor, Dr. Stewart, strolled in all nonchalant, wearing a

robe type thing, plastic gloves, and a mask and finally let me push.

I pushed for 20 motherfucking minutes before I felt that little sucker squirt out

from between my legs. And as much as it still hurt, there was instantaneous relief

of the pressure.

"It's a boy!" Carla grinned at me.

"A boy?"

She placed him on my chest and I just stared at him. He was wrinkly and bloody

and kind of white, but he was absolutely the most beautiful creature I had ever

seen.

"I'm going to go clean him up while you deliver the placenta and get sewn up

okay, honey? I'll bring him right back."

Uh, wait, sewn up?

"Sewn up?" I whimpered.

Dr. Stewart looked at me and patted the inside of my knee. He's pretty massive,

Bella, you've got a pretty good tear. I'll need to stitch you up.

"Uh, okay. If you're gonna stitch me up can you put in an extra one?" I asked

only half joking.

Dr. Stewart got me immediately and chuckled. "Sure, Bella," he placated.

I laid back and felt more contractions, but I couldn't bring myself to care. I had a

son. My son. My 9 pound 1 ounce baby boy.

About an hour later, my dad rushed through the door with a hand full of yellow

roses.

"Oh God, Bells, I'm so sorry. I tried to get here as fast as I could. I even put my

lights on for a little while, but I felt kind of guilty so…"

I smiled as my dad's eyes hit the bundle resting in my arms. He approached me

silently and stared down. I pushed the blue swaddling blanket away from his face

so my dad could get a good look.

"Oh, Bella, he's beautiful," my dad sighed.

"I know. He's like a little angel. Or, a big angel."

"Yeah, he's pretty big. Did everything go….alright?" he asked hesitantly.

"Everything went fine, Dad. He's perfect."

"He sure is, Bells. What's his name?"

"Charles Anthony Swan."

My Dad's mouth opened and then closed again. He picked up one of Charlie's

little hands and I could see a very silent tear trickle down his cheek.

"This right here, Daddy, is unplanned perfection," I smiled.

Chapter 1: Painful Memories

BPOV

"Bella?" The voice shouting my name was so familiar. "Bella! Holy shit!"

I turned around quickly and my stomach dropped. I could feel my heart rate

speed exponentially and thump painfully in my chest. Tiny little arms wrapped

around my shoulders and squeezed. I held my breath as my arms loosely

returned the hug.

"I was wondering if I would see you. I knew you were going to school in Seattle,

but I figured you might have come back this summer. Did you graduate?" Alice

prattled on, completely unaware of how uncomfortable I was.

This is not good.

"Uh, yeah. In May." I couldn't get more than that out of my mouth before she

was talking again."

"That's awesome. Did you like Seattle? I loved being in Boston. The city is so

alive."

I glanced around nervously, wondering where Jake and Charlie were.

I had been back in Forks for a few weeks now. The lease on our apartment in

Seattle had expired a week after graduation and since I didn't have a job lined up

I decided to come back home until I could figure out what I wanted to do.

Dad had been so excited. He had taken to the role of Grampa quickly after

Charlie was born, but unfortunately, we didn't see him nearly as much as he

would have liked. After Charlie was born, I stayed in Seattle. I had been set up

with a one-bedroom apartment through campus family housing and I worked in

their on-site daycare full-time through the summer; scaling back my hours once

the fall semester started. They allowed me to bring Charlie to work with me while

I was there and I got free daycare when I was in class. I tried to come home as

often as possible, but I knew it wasn't nearly enough.

After Jake's initial freak-out about the whole 'Bella's having a baby' thing, he was

as supportive as a teenage boy possibly could have been from three hours away.

He had fallen in love with Charlie almost immediately. Thus 'Uncle Jake' was born

and the boys had been fairly inseparable since we moved back.

"Um, so what are you doing here, Alice?" I had never expected to see any of the

Cullens back in Forks again, so Alice's sudden appearance had definitely thrown

me off.

She furrowed her brow and stuck out her lower lip in a slight pout.

"Well it's good to see you too, Bella."

"I…I didn't mean it like that, Alice. I just never expected to see you. What has it

been? Four years?" I knew exactly how long it had been almost down to the day,

but she didn't need to know that. She was quiet for a few minutes and then

began tugging at a short strand of her dark hair.

"You know, I tried e-mailing you after we left. I even tried texting and calling

you."

"You did?" I faked surprise. I had gotten dozens of those communications before

finally changing my e-mail and phone number.

A sudden shot of guilt ran through my entire body. She had been my best friend

and I had completely cut her out of my life.

"Uh huh. For like two years. I finally gave up when someone else picked up one

of the calls and bitched me out, telling me that obviously whomever I was trying

to reach didn't want me to find them. I even tried calling your dad, but he kept

giving me the same cell number and telling me that he would let you know I was

trying to reach you."

"Huh."

Oh, that's really fucking convincing, Swan.

She continued to stare at me pursing her lips and wrinkling her brow. She knew

something was up.

"You didn't get any of my messages?"

"Uh, I lost my phone in the move to Seattle and had to get a new one. The

University gave me a new e-mail and I never really thought to check the old one.

And you know how my dad is."

That's a good answer. She might buy it.

"I really missed you, Bella. I wish you would have called."

I swallowed, trying not to lose my composure. "I'm sorry, Alice, I missed you too.

I didn't have any of your numbers and things were so crazy for me for so long, I

just kind of gave up on trying to keep in contact with anyone."

Okay, this is a good excuse. If I can get out of this in the next minute or two I

might be able to avoid. . . .

"Mooooooommmmy!" I heard Charlie singing.

Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck.

I didn't have time to react before Jake bounced around the corner with Charlie

perched on his shoulders. Both of them had gigantic grins on their faces and I

couldn't help but smile back at them before I registered the weight of the

situation. I glanced at Alice out of the corner of my eye. Her eyes narrowed and

her head tilted to the right as she stared at Charlie.

"Mommy, Uncka Jake let me ride the horsey."

I was staring wide eyed at Jake. His eyes met mine and his smile faded. I'm sure

he could read the fear that was quickly and wickedly spreading through every cell

in my body. It was then that he glanced over at Alice and understanding hit him

like a ton of bricks.

"Oh Shit!"

Charlie took in a deep breath. "Mommy, Uncka Jake said 'shit'."

"Bella?"

"Uh, hey, Alice, how are you?"

"Hi, Jake," Alice's voice was almost a whisper.

"I'm gonna . . . . take Charlie . . . outside, Bells."

I nodded slowly and watched as they exited the front of the store.

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