People = Shit
Here we go again, motherfuckerCome on down,and see the idiot right hereToo fucked to beg and not afraid to careWhat's the matter with calamity anyway?Right? Get the fuck outta my faceUnderstand that I can't feel anythingIt isn't like I wanna sift through the decayI feel like a wound,like I got a fuckin'Gun against my head,you live when I'm deadOne more time, motherfuckerEverybody hates me now,so fuck itBlood's on my face and my hands,and IDon't know why,I'm not afraid to cryBut that's none of your businessWhose life is it? Get it? See it? Feel it? Eat it?Spin it around so I can spit in its faceI wanna leave without a traceCuz I don't wanna die in this placePeople = ShitPeople = Shit (Whatcha gonna do?)People = Shit (Cuz I am not afraid of you)People = Shit (I'm everything you'll never be)People = ShitIt never stops - you can't be everthing to everoneContagion - I'm sittin' at the side of SatanWhat do you want from me?They never told me the failure I was meant to beOverdo it - don't tell me you blew itStop your bitchin' and fight your way through itI'M - NOT - LIKE - YOU - I - JUST - FUCK - UPC'mon motherfucker, everbody has to diePeople = ShitPeople = Shit (Whatcha gonna do?)People = Shit (Cuz I am not afraid of you)People = Shit (I'm everything you'll never be)People = Shit
Disaster Piece
I wanna slit your throat and fuck the woundI wanna push my face in and feel the swoonI wanna dig inside,find a little bit of meCuz the line gets crossed when you don't come cleanMy wormwood meets your pesticideYou'll never get out,cuz you were never aliveI am infinite,I am the infant finiteCome a little closer and I'll show you why(NO ONE IS - SAFE)Noises,noises,people make noisesPeople make noises when they're sickNothing to do except hold on to NOTHINGHow does it feel to be locked inside another dreamThat never had a chance of being realized?What the fuck are you lookin' at?I'll tell you what you're lookin' atEveryone you ever fuckin' laughed atLook in my eyes for the answers - typicalI can feel it underneath like a miracleEverbody in the world needs more thanLies and consequences to power themOnce again,it's me and no one elseI can't remember if there was a someone elseIt's not mine,it's not fair,it's outta my handsAnd it's shaking - you'll never take me(NO ONE IS - SAFE)Noises,noises,people make noisesPeople make noises when they're sickNothing to do except hold on to NOTHINGNOTHING!(HATE) Hate ain't enough to describe me(SCREAM) Somewhere between screaming and cringI'm not supposed to be hereI'm not supposed to be(WHY) When do I get to know why?(BITTER) Bitter as the stink of when I tryI'm not supposed to be hereI'm not supposed to bePull your hands awayI'm gone - goodbye - it's so depressingWithering awayTake a look - inside - my soul is missingAll I have is dead,so I'll take you with meFeel like I'm erased - so kill me just in case(COVET) Everything around me's mine(STY) Can't see through the sties in my eyesI'm not supposed to be hereI'm not supposed to be(DOWN) Scratching and clawing all the way(STAY) You won't let me fucking stayI'm not supposed to be hereI'm not supposed to be(LIVE) Is there another way to live?(DIE) Cuz it's the only way to dieI'm not supposed to be hereI'm not supposed to be
My Plague
I'm in conniptions for the final act you came here forThe one derivative you manage is the one I abhorI need a minute to elaborate for everone theEveryday bullshit things that you have doneYour impossible ego fuck is like aMegalomaniacal tab on my tonqueYouu fuckin' touch me I will rip you apartI'll reach in and take a bite out of thatShit you call a heart...I don't mind being ogled,ridiculedMade to feel minusculeIf you consider the source,it's kinda pitifulThe only thing you really know about me is......that's all you'll ever knowI know why you blame me(yourself)I know why you plague me(yourself)I'm turning it around like a knife in the shellI wanna understand why,but I'm hurting myselfI haven't seen a reasons to stop itI can't just drop itI'm just a bastard,but at least I admit itAt least I admit itI know why you blame me(yourself)I know why you plague me(yourself)Kill you - fuck you - I will never be youKill you - fuck you - I will never be youI can't fuckin' take it anymoreA snap of the synapseAnd now it's fuckin' warKill you - fuck you - I will never be you
Everything Ends
You are wrong,fucked,and overratedI think I'm gonna be sick and it's your faultThis is the end of EVERYTHINGYou are the end of EVERYTHINGI haven't slept since I woke upAnd found my whole life was a lie,motherfuckerThis is the end of EVERYTHINGYou are the end of EVERYTHINGShallow skin,I can paint with painI mark the trails on my arms with your disdainEveryday it's the same - I LOVE YOU HATEBut I guess I don't care anymore...Fix my problems with the bladeWhile my eyes turn from blue to grayGod,the worst thing happened to me todayBut I guess I don't care anymoreYou are wrong,fucked,and overratedI think I'm gonna be sick and it's your faultThis is the end of EVERYTHINGYou are the end of EVERYTHINGI haven't slept since I woke upAnd found my whole life was a lie,motherfuckerThis is the end of EVERYTHINGYou are the end of EVERYTHINGMy flaws are the only thing left that's pureCan't really live, can't really endureEverything I see reminds me of herGod I wish I didn't care anymoreThe more I touch,the less I fellI'm lying to myself that it's not realWhy is everybody making such a big fucking deal?I'm never gonna care anymoreWhat the hell am I doing?Is there anyone left in my life?What the fuck was I thinking?Anybody want to tell me I'm fine?Where the hell am I going?Do I even need s reason to hide?I am only betrayed
I am only conditioned to dieThe Heretic Anthem
I'm a pop star threat and I'm not dead yetGot a super dred bet with an angel drug headLike a dead beat winner,I wanna to be a sinnerAn idolized bang for the industry killerA hideous man that you don't understandThrow a suicide party and I'm guaranteed to fucking snapIt's evilsonic,it's pornoholicBreakdown,obscenities it's all I wanna beIf you're 555,then I'm 666If you're 555,I'm 666(What's it like to be a heretic?)Everbody's so infatuatedEverybody's so completely sure of what we areEverybody defamates from miles awayBut face to face,thay haven't got a thing to sayI bleed for this and I bleed for youStill you look in my face like I'm somebody newTOY - nobody wants anything I've gotWhich is fine,because you're made ofEverything - I'm - NOTIf you're 555,then I'm 666If you're 555,I'm 666(What's it like to be a heretic?)30 seconds,16,8,4,lemme tell you whyI haven't the slightest,I'm teaching your brightestThey're listening,clamoringAll the money in the world can't buy meG0 AHEAD,LIE TO METell me again how you're torturedI wanna know how you followed your ordere so wellYou're full of SHITYou had a dream,but this ain't it
Gently
Gently,my mind escapes into the relaxingworld of pleasure,a pleasure that'll takemy mind off the reality of my life,my past life...life as I know it now.And whatever may come,it slowlydisappears to somewhere in the backof my mind.it will remain there,until I wish to retrieve it.Yes,I will stay here for awhile,for I need the break.A break from thepressures of life,and everythingthat lays in the palm of life's hands.This mode is incredible.It's out ofthis world.Too bad I must always leave it......but that's life.
Left Behind
I've know I know faces that have disappeared in timeFind me wrapped in glass and slowly soaked in limeAll my friends have pictures made to make you cryI've seen this and wondered what I've done toCalcify...(I ignore you)As I close my eyes,I feel it all slipping away(I come toward you)We all got left behind,we let it all slip awayI can't stand to see your thalidomide robot faceDon't even try it! You had to be a liar just toInfiltrate me - I'm still drowning(I ignore you)As I close my eyes,I feel it all slipping away(I come toward you)We all got left behind,we let it all slip awayTake...this...away...I can feel it on my mouthI can taste you on my fingersI can hear you like the holy ghostAnd kill you if you get too close
The Shape
Too tragic to stay with youToo static to try for youThese scars,they swallow hardThe part of the past that's hollow and darkToo horrid to kill for youToo sordid to die with youUnstable as always,come downEverything else is just dust and soundSEPARATE(I've lost my only way)SEPARATE(I've lost my only way)SEPARATE(I've lost my only way)SEE THE SHAPE(Broken and thrown away)I'd give it all away,come take it all awayYou can't resent the fearSomebody tell me how I got hereI'd give it all to you,come take it,it's all for youThe noise is so damn loud,butEverything else is just dust and soundI don't wanna do this anymoreEverything's shit - everything's been takenForsaken - gotta start it over cuz I'm hearing itBackwards - DON'T make sense - DON'T feel betterWho's better?It's not that simpleYou gotta figure it out before you make things difficultIt's not a word,it's a problem,the problem was easyDraw your conclusions - solutions?Anybody else wanna run?Contorting,distorting - I am undoneOne less propaganda nightmare fixtureAre you getting the picture?
I Am Hated
The whole world is my enemy - and I'm a walking targetTwo times the devil with all the significanceDragged and raped for the love of a mobI can't stay - because I can't be stoppedEat motherfuckers alive who cross usI know you're all tired of the same ol' bossesLet me tell you how it's gonna beI'm gonna kill anyone who steps up in front of meWelcome to the same ol' fuckin' scamSame ol shit in a dead fadEverybody wants to be so hardAre you real or a second rate sports card?They all lost their dad or their wife just diedThey never got to go outside - SHUT UPNobody gives a fuckIt doesn't change the fact that you suck(We are) The anti-cancer(We are) The only answerStripped down,we want you deadBut what's inside of me,you'll never know(We are) Bipolar gods(We are) You know what we areMy life was always shitAnd I don't think I need this anymoreNow I'm not pretty and I'm not coolBut I'm fat and I'm ugly and proud - so fuck youStanding out is the new pretensionStreamline the (sic)ness,half-assed aggressionYou gotta see it to believe it,we all got connedAll the mediocre sacred cows we spawnedPut your trust in the missonWe will not repent - this is our religion(We are) The anti-cancer(We are) The only answerStripped down,we want you deadBut what's inside of me,you'll never know(We are) Bipolar gods(We are) You know what we areMy life was always shitAnd I don't think I need this anymoreI AM HATEDYOU ARE HATEDWE ARE HATEDEverything sucks and I can prove itEverybody dies,shuffle on,remove itIndividuals,indispensableI'm the paradox deity vessel...the other side holds no secretBut this side is done.I don't need itBefore you go,you should know you're breaking downYou'll be rotten be the time you're underground(We are) The anti-cancer(We are) The only answerStripped down,we want you deadBut what's inside of me,you'll never know(We are) Bipolar gods(We are) You know what we areMy life was always shitAnd I don't think I need this anymore(We are) The source of conscience(We are) Distorted sentientsThere's only one thing leftAnd I can't leave until it's sated(We are) The absolute(We are) Controlling youThey're closing in,I can't escapeI AM HATED
Skin Ticket
Zero and zero is nothing but zeroCancer and people conspire togetherRunning and running and going foreverCollected and sampled,starving for zeroCome see my cage - built in my grainMinus the inside and minus the circleInhabhit the riddle and fill in the hovelWherein and herein,between us and near usZero and zero is nothing but zeroCome see my cage - built-in migraineKeeping myself alive...through your EMPATHY
New Abortion
I'm ethereal,my children are legion,serialThey stick to my skin like beloved cystsI tear away with my nails and teeth and fistsTouch the hands of inverted saintsFollow my heart through the threaded painCallow man is a sentinel screamingI see the future,the future is bleedingSores,every goddamn minute I can feel 'em nowLike a virus,you will never kill me nowGoin' underground,comin'on like hepatitisWe're out - and you can't reshape usAnother bug in the constructTearin' up the main bus BZeros and ones are everything - execute meEverywhere you look,it's like they knowTheir fingerprints are hidden by CONTROLThis is where the line is drawn,seeYOU CAN'T TAKE MY SOUL AWAY FROM MEWhat do you need to see? Ya feel the impact?Gotta retract - everybody get backWhat is this? It's like a big conspiracyFields of dejected morbid progenyThey always say that it's always our faultBut everything we say is taken with a grain of saltMan,it's always the same,if we talk or complainWe only wanna upset the balanceHow's it feel to be the New Abortion?The only generation to suffer extortionEverywhere you look,it's like they knowTheir fingerprints are hidden by CONTROLThis is where the line is drawn,seeYOU CAN'T TAKE MY SOUL AWAY FROM MEYOU CAN'T TAKE MY SOUL AWAY FROM ME
Metabolic
Gone - I couldn't murder your promiseRight before my eyesThe revolutions of my psychosisKept me outta the wayOnce - inside - all I hold is ashFall - suppressing every feelingI'm in so much painI have every fuckin' right to hate youI can't take it!The hardest part was knowing that I couldn never be youNow all I do is sit around and wish I could forget youMy demise - I took a life wortj living andMade it worth a mockeryI deny - I fold,but they keep on coming(Stop) I'm always ready to dieBut you're killing meWho are you to me? Who am I to you?Is this a lesson in nepotistic negligence?By default,you are my only link to the outsidePsychosomatic suicideWhere were you when I was down?Can you show me a way...To face everyday with this face - goodbyeMy demise - I took a life wortj living andMade it worth a mockery...
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