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Nathaniel Hawthorne BENEATH AN UMBRELLA

BENEATH AN UMBRELLA

Nathaniel Hawthorne

Pleasant is a rainy winter's day, within doors! The best study for

such a day, or the best amusement,--call it which you will,--is a

book of travels, describing scenes the most unlike that sombre one,

which is mistily presented through the windows. I have experienced,

that fancy is then most successful in imparting distinct shapes and

vivid colors to the objects which the author has spread upon his

page, and that his words become magic spells to summon up a thousand

varied pictures. Strange landscapes glimmer through the familiar

walls of the room, and outlandish figures thrust themselves almost

within the sacred precincts of the hearth. Small as my chamber is, it

has space enough to contain the ocean-like circumference of an

Arabian desert, its parched sands tracked by the long line of a

caravan, with the camels patiently journeying through the heavy

sunshine. Though my ceiling be not lofty, yet I can pile up the

mountains of Central Asia beneath it, till their summits shine far

above the clouds of the middle atmosphere. And, with my humble

means, a wealth that is not taxable, I can transport hither the

magnificent merchandise of an Oriental bazaar, and call a crowd of

purchasers from distant countries, to pay a fair profit for the

precious articles which are displayed on all sides. True it is,

however, that amid the bustle of traffic, or whatever else may seem to

be going on around me, the rain-drops will occasionally be heard to

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patter against my window-panes, which look forth upon one of the

quietest streets in a New England town. After a time, too, the

visions vanish, and will not appear again at my bidding. Then, it

being nightfall, a gloomy sense of unreality depresses my spirits, and

impels me to venture out, before the clock shall strike bedtime, to

satisfy myself that the world is not entirely made up of such shadowy

materials, as have busied me throughout the day. A dreamer may dwell

so long among fantasies, that the things without him will seem as

unreal as those within.

When eve has fairly set in, therefore, I sally forth, tightly

buttoning my shaggy overcoat, and hoisting my umbrella, the silken

dome of which immediately resounds with the heavy drumming of the

invisible rain-drops. Pausing on the lowest doorstep, I contrast the

warmth and cheerfulness of my deserted fireside with the drear

obscurity and chill discomfort into which I am about to plunge. Now

come fearful auguries, innumerable as the drops of rain. Did not my

manhood cry shame upon me, I should turn back within doors, resume my

elbow-chair, my slippers, and my book, pass such an evening of

sluggish enjoyment as the day has been, and go to bed inglorious. The

same shivering reluctance, no doubt, has quelled, for a moment, the

adventurous spirit of many a traveller, when his feet, which were

destined to measure the earth around, were leaving their last tracks

in the home-paths.

In my own case, poor human nature may be allowed a few misgivings. I

look upward, and discern no sky, not even an unfathomable void, but

only a black, impenetrable nothingness, as though heaven and all its

lights were blotted from the system of the universe. It is as if

nature were dead, and the world had put on black, and the clouds were

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weeping for her. With their tears upon my cheek, I turn my eyes

earthward, but find little consolation here below. A lamp is burning

dimly at the distant corner, and throws just enough of light along the

street, to show, and exaggerate by so faintly showing, the perils and

difficulties which beset my path. Yonder dingily white remnant of a

huge snow-bank,--which will yet cumber the sidewalk till the latter

days of March,--over or through that wintry waste must I stride

onward. Beyond, lies a certain Slough of Despond, a concoction of mud

and liquid filth, ankle-deep, leg-deep, neck-deep,--in a word, of

unknown bottom, on which the lamplight does not even glimmer, but which

I have occasionally watched, in the gradual growth of its horrors,

from morn till nightfall. Should I flounder into its depths, farewell

to upper earth! And hark! how roughly resounds the roaring of a

stream, the turbulent career of which is partially reddened by the

gleam of the lamp, but elsewhere brawls noisily through the densest

gloom. O, should I be swept away in fording that impetuous and

unclean torrent, the coroner will have a job with an unfortunate

gentleman, who would fain end his troubles anywhere but in a mud-

puddle!

Pshaw! I will linger not another instant at arm's length from these

dim terrors, which grow more obscurely formidable, the longer I delay

to grapple with them. Now for the onset! And to! with little damage,

save a dash of rain in the fact and breast, a splash of mud high up

the pantaloons, and the left boot full of ice-cold water, behold me at

the corner of the street. The lamp throws down a circle of red light

around me; and twinkling onward from corner to corner, I discern other

beacons marshalling my way to a brighter scene. But this is alone

some and dreary spot. The tall edifices bid gloomy defiance to the

storm, with their blinds all closed, even as a man winks when he faces

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a spattering gust. How loudly tinkles the collected rain down the tin

spouts! The puffs of wind are boisterous, and seem to assail me from

various quarters at once. I have often observed that this corner is a

haunt and loitering-place for those winds which have no work to do

upon the deep, dashing ships against our iron-bound shores; nor in the

forest, tearing up the sylvan giants with half a rood of soil at their

vast roots. Here they amuse themselves with lesser freaks of

mischief. See, at this moment, how they assail yonder poor woman, who

is passing just within the verge of the lamplight! One blast

struggles for her umbrella, and turns it wrong side outward; another

whisks the cape of her cloak across her eyes; while a third takes most

unwarrantable liberties with the lower part of her attire. Happily,

the good dame is no gossamer, but a figure of rotundity and fleshly

substance; else would these aerial tormentors whirl her aloft, like a

witch upon a broomstick, and set her down, doubtless, in the filthiest

kennel hereabout.

From hence I tread upon firm pavements into the centre of the town.

Here there is almost as brilliant an illumination as when some great

victory has been won, either on the battle-field or at the polls. Two

rows of shops, with windows down nearly to the ground, cast a glow

from side to side, while the black night hangs overhead like a canopy,

and thus keeps the splendor from diffusing itself away. The wet

sidewalks gleam with a broad sheet of red light. The rain-drops

glitter, as if the sky were pouring down rubies. The spouts gush with

fire. Methinks the scene is an emblem of the deceptive glare, which

mortals throw around their footsteps in the moral world, thus

bedazzling themselves, till they forget the impenetrable obscurity

that hems them in, and that can be dispelled only by radiance from

above. And after all, it is a cheerless scene, and cheerless are the

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wanderers in it. Here comes one who has so long been familiar with

tempestuous weather that he takes the bluster of the storm for a

friendly greeting, as if it should say, "How fare ye, brother?"

He is a retired sea-captain, wrapped in some nameless garment of the

pea-jacket order, and is now laying his course towards the Marine

Insurance Office, there to spin yarns of gale and shipwreck, with a

crew of old seadogs like himself. The blast will put in its word

among their hoarse voices, and be understood by all of them. Next I

meet an unhappy slipshod gentleman, with a cloak flung hastily over

his shoulders, running a race with boisterous winds, and striving to

glide between the drops of rain. Some domestic emergency or other has

blown this miserable man from his warm fireside in quest of a doctor!

See that little vagabond,--how carelessly he has taken his stand right

underneath a spout, while staring at some object of curiosity in a

shop-window! Surely the rain is his native element; he must have

fallen with it from the clouds, as frogs are supposed to do.

Here is a picture, and a pretty one. A young man and a girl, both

enveloped in cloaks, and huddled beneath the scanty protection of a

cotton umbrella. She wears rubber overshoes; but he is in his

dancing-pumps; and they are on their way, no doubt, to sonic cotillon-

party, or subscription-ball at a dollar a head, refreshments included.

Thus they struggle against the gloomy tempest, lured onward by a

vision of festal splendor. But, ah! a most lamentable disaster.

Bewildered by the red, blue, and yellow meteors, in an apothecary's

window, they have stepped upon a slippery remnant of ice, and are

precipitated into a confluence of swollen floods, at the corner of two

streets. Luckless lovers! Were it my nature to be other than a

looker-on in life, I would attempt your rescue. Since that may not

be, I vow, should you be drowned, to weave such a pathetic story of

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